This emotional thing..

There are no trees dancing in this noon, it shows that wind doesnt come wipe their leaves.
Hot, uncomfort and dizzy..

I start to remind what happen to me lately, my emotion doesnt stop to play me..
Tiring..

Glad and sorrow are fighting endlessly..

As today,
I dont know why my tears dropped fastly when i heard those songs (Bukan Diriku, Serpihan Hati, Katakan yang Sebenarnya -Samsons, Utopia, Dewiq -thanks to them who created emotional songs) pitched me..

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I even less understand why lately i become such a fragile lil girl..

What i know is,, i'm crying bcoz of this hurt situation, it catches me wherever i go, it follows me everytime..
They do some up and down emotion..

Although my tears dont fall anymore, but my heart still does..
Its still crying..

Then I close my eyes,
Remember those words,
Bit me, hit me, but made me realize..
I had to go,
It was enough to slap my heart and turn him over. Perhaps he didnt recognize the had done it already, like i asked him few days ago,
It made my thoughts to get it wrap..

Since that,
I have been so cold..

Now..
Probably he has left me and walked out from my life..

Now..
Probably my tears will fall til it dry..

Now..
I have to push my self to lose this feeling..

Now..
I have to choose another bridge to look for happiness thing that still not want to stick with me..

Hopefully i dont strike in the same place again,
Hopefully he doesnt get hurt coz of my silly act..
Hopefully i can continue this line strongly than before, though its so hard to through it, but i know i'll find my greatest way in a right time.. No worries at all..

And now just letting my self to feel broken coz it learn me to be unfragile woman..

* Uppa.. U said me to be pation for waiting ur stabbing words, and yesterday you did it..
I know ur love word accidentally written, and it wouldnt make me flew away like before..
Coz u've already broken my hopes of u..